Rakses
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blueRaccoon said:DAY #12
Clean with cravings and a hell lot of frustration.
I was frustrated for the entire day and there were cravings. I feel the frustration is a result of the right decisions I have to make from now on and also because of my struggle against it. Today was the 9th clean day. The initial days were a bit easy as I have gotten rid of the major source of P (smartphone) but I guess 9 days is the maximum I could go without putting an effort. The cravings and frustration was a sign that I have to change whether I feel like it or not. The laziness I carry as my cape has to go.
I got two voices in my head and I have to obey the right one no matter what!!
This is where my life begins.
I feel the same frustration now buddy. It's... frustrating xD
I think it is best now to flow on the motion of our lives and to avoid porn. Patience is the key in PMO our life will settle down in place eventually.