To be honest it wasn't that bad for me. Keep in mind that everyone is different. The fact is that I had a girlfriend and I had sex with her, so I was MO'ing when she wasn't in town. Mid streak MO was just a normal awesome thing to do and I had almost no cravings about P. I relapsed when a day out of pure curiosity I experimented with going back to P site. Which sounds very dumb but I wanted to try on my skin. From then on it's been back and forth. So yeah, I can tell you it's a bad idea to watch P again . But with just MO, it's natural, it's a good thing to get know yourself. BUT that works FOR ME.hey, i new to the forum and i have read your journal very quick. I also have been doing PMO since 13 years old but i have a opposite problem. I have troubles wit PE ( premature ejaculation). In january i did a nofap but after two weeks i was watching P without MO. So o know the feeling. Very weird i have to say. Im now on day 10 and as i can see, even after 50 days without PMO, when you think you are out of it, you can fall very quick. Can i ask you how big was the trigger of just MO with no P. Did you relaps quick after that?