MosesY
Active Member
I am on the 6th day at 21:03:37. Saturday morning I was up at 1:30 am, it is 2:30 now. In 3 hours I start working an 8 hour day today. I am not tempted to look at porn at all this morning. I think I would be if I had a couple hundred dollars setting in the bank. I have taken such extensive measures to guard my finances that my prefrontal cortex is very focused on not looking at porn. Alcohol inhibits the prefrontal cortex function and basically eliminates common sense.
My niece is visiting this weekend due to a court case concerning child support from an abusive husband. We are all getting together tonight at a Chinese buffet for all you can eat and good times with family and friends. I am actually looking forward to it instead of being nervous about it. I feel good about myself, about all the changes I am making, the support I am getting from you guys and my family. I expect my life to keep getting better.
I guess I shouldn't say I am not tempted to look at porn at all. I still remember that as good times, my brain doesn't change that fast. However my prefrontal cortex is fully functional and connected right now, giving me the common sense to reject that temptation. Alcohol or dwelling on the thought severs the link between the prefrontal cortex and the pleasure center, eliminating inhibition.
I am writing a post on Facebook and then spending the rest of my morning watching "Taken" on Netflix.
My niece is visiting this weekend due to a court case concerning child support from an abusive husband. We are all getting together tonight at a Chinese buffet for all you can eat and good times with family and friends. I am actually looking forward to it instead of being nervous about it. I feel good about myself, about all the changes I am making, the support I am getting from you guys and my family. I expect my life to keep getting better.
I guess I shouldn't say I am not tempted to look at porn at all. I still remember that as good times, my brain doesn't change that fast. However my prefrontal cortex is fully functional and connected right now, giving me the common sense to reject that temptation. Alcohol or dwelling on the thought severs the link between the prefrontal cortex and the pleasure center, eliminating inhibition.
I am writing a post on Facebook and then spending the rest of my morning watching "Taken" on Netflix.