Starting my 30s Porn Free, one day at a time

[MindOverModem]

DAY 44

First, I gotta say that if it wasn't for this forum, I probably would have looked at some P already this morning. I'm alone for the first time in 2 weeks, and the loneliness is a trigger for sure. There was a voice saying "okay, cool, all alone, feeling a little lonely

My vacay with my GF was incredible. I've made a lot of progress in terms of intimacy and being more present. There were some ups and downs for sure, and I had to keep an eye out for thoughts of P while I was with her. But I'm lightyears from where I was when I was trying to have a relationship and look at P regularly.

 

[Lero]

First, I gotta say that if it wasn't for this forum, I probably would have looked at some P already this morning. I'm alone for the first time in 2 weeks, and the loneliness is a trigger for sure. There was a voice saying "okay, cool, all alone, feeling a little lonely

I relate to this. This place is the best place to be. There is a lot of knowledge here and a lot of success to motivate us. I have to say the same thing: If it wasn't for this forum, I would've relapsed 2 days ago or yesterday, even this morning. But I thought: "I can't write: Today I have 1 week without P," and then relapse the minute after. Stay strong. 

 

[ImInControl]

Hi MindOverModem.
Just wanted to follow up and see if all is well with you.
write whatever, whenever you feel like.

all the best,