12th November
Day 0
Yesterday night and today morning I am relapsed two times.
It's hard for me to accept my failure. But it's very difficult to explain how I am motivating myself.
Yesterday night I am watching a web series and because of sex scenes in that I got big urge. And I can't able to stop myself.
Feeling bad because 23 days is not easy for me. It's very good success. I insulted my own efforts to be better. I insulted myself.
So from today I don't watch any web series that gives me urge till my full reboot.
I just know one thing , with proper management I can leave this addiction. And I am doing it from today again.