Hey do. You've been fighting p for a while and kudos to you for persevering for so long and never giving up. I was watching a podcast with Gabe Deem on it and he mentioned that when someone faces constant relapses they need to drastically change their approach to p addiction. You need to keep going yes, but you need to change your habits/approach to p addiction which will tell your brain, "This is it, this is the reboot". Maybe take up a few hobbies, leave a video game/tv addiction behind, reach out to people in real life, etc. A cycle of constant relapse sucks and I empathize with you heavily; I was in the same boat but I feel so confident now that I have changed my habits and taken on a new approach to recovery. Keep trucking ,do you got this.