I am frustrated.. Trying for 3 and half years now...!
- Thread starter Do or die
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Do or die
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I written my whole journey of change from 19 oct 2020 to 9th feb 2021.
It's total 110 days. My whole life changed while this. But this is not a complete reboot. I relapsed 4 times in this 110 days.
And today at 10 february, looking towards my 110 days success I am going to decide to be completely porn free in upcoming 150 days. That is starting from 10 feb and ending at 10 july.
This journey is to be powerful enough to follow porn free path for my whole life.
Every rebooter here is going to be rebooted one day.
I just want to thanks to Mr Gabe Deam Becbeca he did an excellent work. Because him at least I not watched porn for past 110 days except that 4 video. It's also a big change.
So we are all part of this big change coming in future, so best of luck all.
It's total 110 days. My whole life changed while this. But this is not a complete reboot. I relapsed 4 times in this 110 days.
And today at 10 february, looking towards my 110 days success I am going to decide to be completely porn free in upcoming 150 days. That is starting from 10 feb and ending at 10 july.
This journey is to be powerful enough to follow porn free path for my whole life.
Every rebooter here is going to be rebooted one day.
I just want to thanks to Mr Gabe Deam Becbeca he did an excellent work. Because him at least I not watched porn for past 110 days except that 4 video. It's also a big change.
So we are all part of this big change coming in future, so best of luck all.
Hey DoD! Congrats on 110 days with only 4 slips! That is incredible!
So happy for you and proud of you, it is encouraging to see you keep moving forward on this journey learning valuable lessons and gaining discipline along the way. Keep truckin.
So happy for you and proud of you, it is encouraging to see you keep moving forward on this journey learning valuable lessons and gaining discipline along the way. Keep truckin.
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escapeandnevercomeback
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Someone loses only when he quits fighting but we need to up our game because we could be fighting our entire life and still be addicts. It's a possibility that we have to take into consideration that's why it's a must to really start doing it right.
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escapeandnevercomeback
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Chris Oz said:
One day, you really need to start doing it right. There is all this talk about "Don't worry about the relapse, keep going" "You learn from relapses" etc But you could be doing this your entire life without realizing. I think if you pay attention, in a period of time you learn everything about how your addiction works. You learn the triggers, you learn how you relapse etc. Now you know what you need to do. If you still keep relapsing over and over, you're not doing this right. One day you need to make the difference. Some guys will never quit because it's hard. I don't want to fight this another 10 years. I know it's very difficult but when are we really going to do it? Today, that's when. There is this group called "Serial relapsers". I am one. But I won't be anymore. I need to get out of this group. This group will lose years.