This time I have to quit it for good!

zackergeet

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Awesome, man.
Thank you escape hope you are doing well and keep trying to overcome this thing. Day 66 no PMO, at this time it is getting easy and random erections, MW and libido 5/10 is constant but the feeling is not overwhelming. Still there are times where I am alone and my mind have this thought for a second what about if I search something fun (P) but then I remember what PMO has caused me (PIED) and the thought goes away ( this was much difficult at the beginning). Ready to reach the 90 days!
 

guitar1968

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Keep at it! You are doing great. When I got to right around where you are things got harder for me for a few weeks. I struggled but then things got even easier. I think at around 90 to 100 days everything just opened up for me and I felt a weight lifted off of my chest. I've been riding that wave for a while now. Sure, I still get the thoughts of porn and the desire to look once in a while but it doesn't pull me like it used to. I can walk away a lot easier. I'm sure you'll find the same things.
 

zackergeet

Active Member
Day 69 no PMO. Yesterday was a dangerous day, Its been a while since I have been sick and years ago when I used to get really sick I would go PMO and that would make me feel much better. Yesterday I was resting and then i went to play in my pc and after that I was about to do the same pattern, I googled a P-website and as soon as I understood what I was doing I stopped and thought: no way I am not doing this, after all I have been through, I won’t ruin all the progress. I notice how the brain still remember these patterns and although I don’t feel urges for P, my old habits appeared just because I used to do something that I have not done perhaps years ago. I won’t let my guard down and it seems that I am in a little flatline cause I still have morning woods but my random elections were Getting very common but not that much in the last few days. Let’s do it and abandon P forever.
 

zackergeet

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Day 70 no PMO! It is kind of strange my libido is up in terms that I want have sex when I see women but I am in sort of a flatline, but perhaps it can be related to that I have been sick the last 4 days, not quite sure. 70 days is a totally unexplored land for me! This time I will quit P for good!
 
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