Day 491st of reboot. Apparantly my flatline length droped to 3 days an this is a massive improvement.just to help you compare 1.5 year ago
* my flatline was around 3-10 weeks.
* i never felt hardness
* I didnt have morning wood
* after orgasm i had extreme shrinkage and coldness
* i felt extremely depress not because of the fact that i couldnt have sex but orgasming depleted my neurotransmitters and it chemically caused me extreme depression.
* extremely cold penis
* Ed pills didnt work
* I experienced panic attack every week
* when i thought about something sexual, instead of satisfying rush in the head i felt headaches
* when autumn/winter came i felt extremely depressed(dont know why but its fact.)
* I ejaculated in 30 seconds if i somehow managed to get hard
*orgasm doesnt satisfy you sexually.
Nowdays:
* shrinkage is 60-80% improved
* I Merely feel coldness and when i feel it its not so extreme
* I still get slightly depressive mood after orgasming but its around 10-15% of what i had before.
* I dont need constantly thinking of porn or focus on sexual fantasies to maintain erection. Its easier to relax and keep it while just manual stimulating.
* (this is extremely noticable) I dont get extremely depressed during autumn/winter, its the first autumn/winter in my life since my teenage years im not depressed.
*my flatline lasts 3 days.
* I merely get hard while standing(still big improvement) but when im lying i can get really really hard if im not in flatline.
*I ejaculate around 3-6 minutes
* Finally Ed pills started working
*Im not depressed anymore, I havent felt deep panic attack since 6 months already
*after orgasm you dont feel indatiable hunger of orgasm anymore.
Overally to evaluate I want to mention one thing.
Being addicted on porn is something what makes your feelings blunt and you get used to feel depressed, anxious and having headaches so much that its your new normal state. You just dont realize that you have serious problem because having adding +1% worsening to your health each day is something like Andy dupree does in the movie Shawshunks redemption. You go beyond the wall. You fall into the hole and when you realize you are in a hole it takes big time to come out of it.
I still have many things to improve:
* get erected while standing looking at naked body
* keeping erection around 20 minutes
* actually fuckin get satisfaction with sex.
* be fuckin happy at last!
Also i want to add when you have PIED it makes you Extreme SIMP. You feel like you are not attractive, not needed, nobody likes you. Each man is better and stronger than you, you have constant fear of losing girl, you feel worthless and extremelly insecure. You feeel like thr worst shit ever. You feel like life is pointless. You have anhedonia. This is the worst side effect of porn. I mostly got rid of it.
Each month is better than previous one.
Im on the 17th month of my journey. Still have the long road to go but noe I believe
This condition is 100% curable (this is just my opinion and im pretty sure in it)
I will win.
