Three perfect weeks for the first time in months. I am sure I won't relapse until tomorrow. I've honestly forgotten how long it's been. The last 2-3 months of last year were horrendous. I thought I had lost control completely and had no way anymore to get myself out of my under 10 days streaks binges. If this has shown me one thing is that it's always possible to make the seemingly impossible. While looking for the way to have success, I've returned back to the basics, and if the same thing helps me twice, it must be something there. What I believe should help me is a combination of something to do on short term to deal with urges and something to do on long term which includes healing the trauma and building a better life. But those two things won't happen overnight. Three weeks without alcohol too and sometimes I get this big craving for a drink but as I've lost already a few long streaks because of alcohol, I really must avoid it. Don't lose hope, y'all! 2 months ago I was done for and now I feel the reboot is more possible than ever. It's never too late to shock the world!