ChasingMyDreams
Member
Day 1
Hi everyone,
I am 20 years old and i wanted to share my story. I have never had a girlfriend since my childhood. When i was a child i wouldn't feel realy comfortable with people or feeling close to them. The truth is that i could at any moment face those fears and get the life I want but instead of i prefered to play video games or watch porn. But I have changed since my childhood. Now i understand what i want. I want deep connections and a healthy life. I have already good habits such as meditating, taking cold showers, positive affirmations etc... And i can connect with people. But there are still old habits and patterns from my old life and i am done with it. They don't make me happier or feel pleasurable at all. I have already done 77 days of Nofap when I was 18. Now I want to do more, leaving this bad coping habit and leaving the old me.
Hi everyone,
I am 20 years old and i wanted to share my story. I have never had a girlfriend since my childhood. When i was a child i wouldn't feel realy comfortable with people or feeling close to them. The truth is that i could at any moment face those fears and get the life I want but instead of i prefered to play video games or watch porn. But I have changed since my childhood. Now i understand what i want. I want deep connections and a healthy life. I have already good habits such as meditating, taking cold showers, positive affirmations etc... And i can connect with people. But there are still old habits and patterns from my old life and i am done with it. They don't make me happier or feel pleasurable at all. I have already done 77 days of Nofap when I was 18. Now I want to do more, leaving this bad coping habit and leaving the old me.