Thanks Blondie. I appreciate you man.Hey @Ezel, I know this sucks, but don't let your past define your future. I just blew it not even fifty days ago, but I'm still killing it in school, in spite of my relapse, thus, I refuse to let that relapse "define" me. I know it's not what we wanted, but it's what we have to work with. Life is considerably better right now than it was when I was looking at porn every day six years ago. That's not a cop out, it's just that facts.
We can do this man, we just have to believe, and fight for what we know is true.
Best
When we needed him the most. He came back.The 'next day' was always dreaded for me, especially if I hadn't got any sleep the previous night. But, aside from physical fatigue, it really is a matter of perspective.
How we perceive our lapse, how big or important we make it, determines how fast we can bounce back from it. Truly, your lapse is just a blip in the overall picture. The fact that you care and are trying is far more important and weightier than a momentary lapse.
You got this, Ezel. I've always believed in you, rain or shine.
I messed up again yesterday. But I'm doing what I do best which is getting back up...