Escape and never come back

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Escapeandnevercomeback

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Day 2

This fuckin porn addiction has complete control over my head. I think about porn all the time, I wake up to porn every fuckin day. I am the ultimate slave to porn, failing to escape for more than 10 years.
 
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Escapeandnevercomeback

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I am not gon lie, I've been pretty depressed for a while. Getting out of bed every day is a chore. I don't feel any good feeling, only depression and anxiety. Recovery's been shit, short streaks, very disappointing and depressing. I'm also pretty stressed with work. Craving for PMO and alcohol have gone way the fuck up as a result. In those conditions, it's a miracle that I can avoid every day relapses. I'm not really that motivated to do it given the fact that it's painful to even maintain myself on the tightrope. Sometimes I have this feeling that I want to fall all the way down.
 
forceisstrong2

forceisstrong2

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Get help. You can quit but you need help to quit porn and get off booze.

This cycle of abstain from porn and then relapse after a few days must begin to feel like a treadmill.

You can break the chain. But you need help and you need to start taking some positive steps towards recovery.

Your choice
 
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