Wohoo!Day 50 (for real)
Officially 50 days free of PMO. Halfway to triple digits.
Went to a party yesterday, and it went okay, but I still had some social anxiety and trouble introducing myself to people I didn't know. That's something I'm gonna need to keep working on, whether in therapy, or just by sheer exposure and pushing myself out of my comfort zone. To be honest I was sort of hoping that rebooting would magically cure my social anxiety, since so many people have claimed that happened to them.
Regardless, just gonna keep working on myself, and staying clear of porn
In my experience the social anxiety gets better with time. Not that you shouldn't seek help if you need it, of course. At some point one just gets tired of beeing anxious about how people perceive them and then you stop caring.