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Moore0

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Hey guys ! Today is day 1 of a battle that has spanned 15 years . I’m 27 now but I started masturbation and porn addiction when I was 12 . I am today deciding to pick myself up and fight before it’s too late because I have noticed the first signs of PIED . I will try and be updating this thread on my struggles. Wish me luck ✌️
 
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Good luck, Moore0. This forum will help a lot. Be sure to educate yourself as much as you can about porn addiction - knowledge is power!
 
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Moore0 said:
Hey guys ! Today is day 1 of a battle that has spanned 15 years . I’m 27 now but I started masturbation and porn addiction when I was 12 . I am today deciding to pick myself up and fight before it’s too late because I have noticed the first signs of PIED . I will try and be updating this thread on my struggles. Wish me luck ✌️
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day 2 . A few urges here and there but I’m resilient. The target is to go the first 30 days and I’ve previously in the past just done a record of 7 days . Here’s more on this journey
 
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Day 3 , would say No difficulties so far notwithstanding that I was all alone with my phone almost half the day . I’m fighting and determined.
 
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Day 4

not much to report today , went to work as usual where , a few thoughts here and there but not enough to trigger me even if I did see some trigger worthy images on FB and Instagram. At the end I remind myself this is my head , and my body and I call the damn shots
 
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Day 5

today was a good good day, I didn’t go to
Work so I was just home and my gf came over . We had a good time although no penetrative sex but she gave me oral and I Orgasmed from it and stil reimagined hard for up to 10mins later . Everything is going okay and the goal is still to be clean from PMO and I’m striding on .
 
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Day 6

not a bad at all, was very busy at work and barely had time for my phone until tonight when I came home . There on then it was a good night . Did have thoughts of yesterday’s encounter with my girlfriend and how better things are within less than week . I am enjoying this journey and certainly looking forward everyday .
 
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Day 7
Another busy day today , got home tonight and the urge was there but i as I said on day 1 I’m fighting. Tomorrow will actually be a huge day for me since 12 because that will be a record for days I’ve gone without PMO . The target is 30 days and I am determined to reach it
 
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Moore0

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Day 8

A big day for me being that today is first time I’ve gone 8 days since I turned 12 and started PMO . Nothing significant to report either in my day except workz the urges seem to come at night when I get home but nothing I can’t handle . I’ll triumph
 
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Day 9

Another day to keep going , i feel okay and as usual the thoughts have set in at night before bedtime , but it hasn’t gotten to extent when I cant overcome . Certainly looking forward to when my brain starts fighting back until then, we keep going
 
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Day 11

another day to keep going . I’ve been off work for the past two days and I’ve probably had urges to look at somethings but nothing too much for me shut down . I do have thoughts of sex with my girlfriend soon and although she’s away for now , actually I think I do have high libido right now . And looking forward to my girlfriend returning. Another day to chalk off this journey
 
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Day 13

Feels good to keep going at it , I know tough days will come and I have never been so determined to win a fight this much . I didn’t go to work today and had a few urges here and there but it was just when I was FaceTiming my girlfriend and talking to her excited me . Still going strong .
 
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Day 17

didn’t have much time to post yesterday but today I’m off work and I’m seeing signs of my brain fighting me , the urges are intense today but I’m telling myself that urges last for a short while and the regrets and feeling of disgust stays . I will win this fight today
 
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Day 18
Same as yesterday with the urges , how can you know something is bad for you but at the same time want to do it soo bad ???? It’s crazy . Nonetheless I’m loosing today, today is not the day I loose
 
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