Yes, i am struggling a lot, but came back together with girlfriend. I mean we back to being together so i want finally to quit this for good!
I found out if I read or watch YouTube videos about dangers of porn then i somehow come back to porn.. I need to get rid even of videos criticizing pornography.. i can't watch/hear/read anything related to porn.
It's been 3 days 2 hours already since PMO. I tested myself in the morning and O without P. Surprisingly despite some problems I managed to ejaculate. I know I shouldn't MO at the beginning, but i wanna check myslef because i was terrified I couldn't ejaculate last time when I had sex with my girlfriend. She was happy I was able to perform long time, but anorgasma/delayed ejaculation is very bad and it terrified me. Impossible to ejaculate. Something is clearly wrong.
Valentine's Day coming soon and I know I will have sex.
I don't know if I'm gonna perform well.
I'm scared of sex lol.
I'm not scared of being able to be erect. I'm scared of Delayed or impossibility to ejaculate/achieve orgasm.. and therefore my girl will be thinking that there is something wrong with her...
Tell me guys one thing. Which is better? To rewind or not to rewind with girl?
If i'm in a relationship and we love each other. I think she won't understand if I say to her: I can't have sex for 90 days.