You've got this AJ7. Sometimes I think that the heavy emotions you're talking about here in part come from the addiction (disappointment and fear give us a reason to keep using). Not that it's not understandable to feel the way you're feeling.
With a little time and some patience I think you will be right back where you want to be, able to be fully intimate with your wife. Perhaps in the meantime, you can think of getting moving with your sobriety again as a different way to show your love for her.
With a little time and some patience I think you will be right back where you want to be, able to be fully intimate with your wife. Perhaps in the meantime, you can think of getting moving with your sobriety again as a different way to show your love for her.