I don't want to lose you hun...

noises1990

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Thanks a lot guys! It s been rocky but it's ok. Passing the 90 days mark, I want to set another goal and I think that would be a full year. Don't really know if my porn problem is that deep but I do feel like I need more time with this.
I guess I ll just wait and see ^_^
 

qrayzHD

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noises1990 said:
Thanks a lot guys! It s been rocky but it's ok. Passing the 90 days mark, I want to set another goal and I think that would be a full year. Don't really know if my porn problem is that deep but I do feel like I need more time with this.
I guess I ll just wait and see ^_^

yeah do whatever works for you, let us not let down our guards.
 

noises1990

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Thanks a lot guys! Will keep on grinding. Got scared a bit cause last night I dreamt that I was PMO ing, but wont lead me to a relapse, too far in the process to get PMO urges
 

Vincent

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that is really great.
I hope to be able to reach that state for myself as well. Often it is not the withdrawals or the triggers for me, but the fact that I don't stop myself. You did a really great job there:D
 

SETI

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You are an inspiration noises1990! Not just in your discipline and great effort, but also in your care and interest in others. You doing great!
/SETI
 

Vincent

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congratulations, 110 is a nice number. I wish you the very best for your reaching of of the next level.
 

noises1990

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Hey guys! Been some time since I wrote... Don't know why but I think the sharing now comes in waves... Have some pretty rough days and I have some pretty good ones...
It's all good I guess. What I miss the most is the attachment and the feelings while connecting with a person. I never realized how much this affects me and that I've been alone almost my entire life.. Had a few relationships and intercourse yeah, but it feels like I've been kinda lonely almost all my life...
This is the only thing that kinda takes me down from time to time. I guess I tried to fill this emptiness with PMO over the years.... Damn...

Hope you're all doing great!
 

TAKID

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noises1990 said:
Hey guys! Been some time since I wrote... Don't know why but I think the sharing now comes in waves... Have some pretty rough days and I have some pretty good ones...
It's all good I guess. What I miss the most is the attachment and the feelings while connecting with a person. I never realized how much this affects me and that I've been alone almost my entire life.. Had a few relationships and intercourse yeah, but it feels like I've been kinda lonely almost all my life...
This is the only thing that kinda takes me down from time to time. I guess I tried to fill this emptiness with PMO over the years.... Damn...

Hope you're all doing great!

Yo man. I'm feeling the same way as you do. lol You remember just the other day we were feeling all messed up and shit? I recently started talking to more females hoping one them would be my potential gf Lol. We gonna pull this one off Bro.  Congrats on the 100+ days.. #wecandothis
 
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