mybestself
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Day 23 (J). Day 21 (NOFAP). 29 April 2015.
Thanks for the words of encouragement canttugwonttug! : )
Boy i'm tired this morning. Might be due to having two cups of coffee yesterday or it could be related to prolonged exposure to my computer in the evening (wedding admin stuff). Might be down to how I slept. Who knows.
Yesterday I found myself browsing computer game websites. I think a part of me is looking for a game that I can sink some hours into now and then. Am I trying to escape from something? Is this in response to my life going really well, some invisible force trying to sabotage the upward trend in my life right now to bring me back to a place where I'm just trying to keep my head above water? Am I overthinking this and is it just harmless entertainment?
About the thriving / surviving bit I mentioned earlier. I read a fantastic book recently where it talked about three states of life - Failure, Survival and Success. When a person is looking down the barrel of failure in their lives, they will do whatever it takes to get themselves moving, something, anything, to start climbing upward toward the point of survival. And then, once they get to the point where they're keeping their heads above water, they start heading back down again. As they near closer and closer to the failure line they once more become motivated and the cycle repeats itself. In this book the author argued that the small daily actions that get you from failure to survival are exactly the same as the actions that you need to get yourself from survival to success. When I first read this chapter it really hit home for me, I massively identified to pushing upwards following a glut and also to trending back down just when everything is going great in my life. The key here is consistency, those habits that get us from Failure to Survival, we have to keep doing them no matter what if we wish to keep moving forward.
Well, that was a small detour but it's a metaphor that really hit home for me so I hope that it might do so for others. I suppose it has reassured me somewhat also. I just need to keep focusing on my journal and other habits and I trust that I will stay on course.
- Journal Post first thing in the morning: Check!
- Contribute to someone else's journal: Check!
- FRC Practice: Check!
- Review my goals: Check!
- Read from an inspirational book: Check!
- Work towards a career related goal: Check!
- Yoga Practice: Check!
- Tidy one section of my flat: Check!
- Do one thing for my wedding: Check!
Home run! 8)
A journal entry every day keeps the temptation away
mybestself
canttugwonttug said:Sounds like things are going well brah, we will be watching
Thanks for the words of encouragement canttugwonttug! : )
Boy i'm tired this morning. Might be due to having two cups of coffee yesterday or it could be related to prolonged exposure to my computer in the evening (wedding admin stuff). Might be down to how I slept. Who knows.
Yesterday I found myself browsing computer game websites. I think a part of me is looking for a game that I can sink some hours into now and then. Am I trying to escape from something? Is this in response to my life going really well, some invisible force trying to sabotage the upward trend in my life right now to bring me back to a place where I'm just trying to keep my head above water? Am I overthinking this and is it just harmless entertainment?
About the thriving / surviving bit I mentioned earlier. I read a fantastic book recently where it talked about three states of life - Failure, Survival and Success. When a person is looking down the barrel of failure in their lives, they will do whatever it takes to get themselves moving, something, anything, to start climbing upward toward the point of survival. And then, once they get to the point where they're keeping their heads above water, they start heading back down again. As they near closer and closer to the failure line they once more become motivated and the cycle repeats itself. In this book the author argued that the small daily actions that get you from failure to survival are exactly the same as the actions that you need to get yourself from survival to success. When I first read this chapter it really hit home for me, I massively identified to pushing upwards following a glut and also to trending back down just when everything is going great in my life. The key here is consistency, those habits that get us from Failure to Survival, we have to keep doing them no matter what if we wish to keep moving forward.
Well, that was a small detour but it's a metaphor that really hit home for me so I hope that it might do so for others. I suppose it has reassured me somewhat also. I just need to keep focusing on my journal and other habits and I trust that I will stay on course.
- Journal Post first thing in the morning: Check!
- Contribute to someone else's journal: Check!
- FRC Practice: Check!
- Review my goals: Check!
- Read from an inspirational book: Check!
- Work towards a career related goal: Check!
- Yoga Practice: Check!
- Tidy one section of my flat: Check!
- Do one thing for my wedding: Check!
Home run! 8)
A journal entry every day keeps the temptation away
mybestself