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[dwenjang1218]

Day 78 no P:

Well it's been a long time since I last updated.
Let me start off with my reboot progress report.
I honestly think that I'm completely finished un-wiring P from MO.
I've been masturbating on a regular basis since the experiment (~4 times a week so far),
and not once have I thought about porn.
I'm also feeling great due to socializing like crazy.

There's only the re-wiring part left, aka sex.
I'm making a huge progress on this right now,
and for the first time in my life I am very close to having sex.
Let me explain what happened.

my friend and I got numbers from two girls at a club.
The 4 of us met up to drink yesterday
and one girl invited all of us home, so we drank some more at her house.
That's where all the touchy-touchy happened.
I didn't touch any sexual parts (at least not on purpose),
but we were holding hands, hugging and rubbing legs, arms etc the whole night.
I didn't get a raging erection, just a minor one- probably because my underwear is tight.
Anyways, I'm going to see those girls more often now, and I might be able to hit home run next time. 8)

That was lengthy, but an interesting story nonetheless, I hope.
Have a fabulous day!

 

[Shaft]

Thanks for sharing this with me Shaft!
I'm a virgin so I didn't know this could happen.

Your point is that if you masturbate too much,
your brain gets wired so that you can get hard to your own hands, but not to real girls, right?

Your welcome.
Not precisely. My point was, that you might be all aroused and have strong E whilst kissing, hugging ar etc. But when the actual time would come for penetration or during the frictions, you would go limp. This is a common problem among young people. Perhaps you're not that type of person. Remember that others even watch porn constantly and probably don't have any ED.

For me though, sexual release has to associated only with real and the only person. This is the real process of rewiring. Just abstaining from porn does't automatically create connection wit a real person, you need much more...

Anyways, just m thoughts. Good luck

 

[dwenjang1218]

For me though, sexual release has to associated only with real and the only person. This is the real process of rewiring. Just abstaining from porn does't automatically create connection wit a real person, you need much more...

Yep, I definitely agree with you on the part about how interaction with real girls is the true process of rewiring.
This is where I am, too. I want to have lots of sex and get rewired.
But abstaining from MO won't help you create a connection with a real person either, obviously.
So my question is, for people who quit porn, what is the benefit of abstaining from masturbation?

Hope to hear from you soon,
good luck to you too!

 

[dwenjang1218]

Day 101 no P:

Hi guys, it's been a month since I last posted.
I haven't been all that busy, but I did party a lot and meet a lot of ppl.

So it turns out I just completed my goal of 100 days no P. ;D
But honestly speaking, it is difficult to say,
cuz I did a Game of Thrones marathon recently.
It is almost like a soft core porn, but at least I didn't MO thinking about it.

I'm still experimenting around with this whole MO with no P stuff (it's been about 1 month).
I must say that I did see some negative effects while MO'ing regularly.
Lack of energy seems to be one of it, but I'm not certain yet,
since my environment has been changing dramatically and erratically.

Sexual fantasies during MO have changed,
I concentrate on real girls I meet- a trick I've been working on over the past few weeks.
Erection level has changed as well.
Before reboot, I would watch P and my penis would be as hard as rock, but it would only last for the first ~20 min.
Now, it's 90% hard for an indefinite amount of time. All I need to do is touch it to make it hard again.

I haven't made progress on rewiring all that much.
Looks like I will not get laid any time soon.

Till next time,
Have a peaceful day!