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iwillprevail

iwillprevail

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Congratulations on your day 30 goal :).. Hey man, dont think about fapping, just keep going.. try to stick to the flatline it seems youre halfway done?
 
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xc43

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Day 31 now eh? Good job V.

I think you are great with morning woods though. I used to get none at all not so long ago.

Continue on the good path bro!
 
dwenjang1218

dwenjang1218

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iwillprevail said:
Congratulations on your day 30 goal :).. Hey man, dont think about fapping, just keep going.. try to stick to the flatline it seems youre halfway done?
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Thanks iwillprevail!
Considering when I started,
1. I did not have unnatural fetishes (except for lesbian porn)
2. Almost no ED problems
3. MO'd almost everyday with long sessions
90 days seems like a good guess. Not too long, not too short.
So probably 1/3 ways there.  :)
 
dwenjang1218

dwenjang1218

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xc43 said:
Day 31 now eh? Good job V.

I think you are great with morning woods though. I used to get none at all not so long ago.

Continue on the good path bro!
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Thanks xc43!
It's not as hard as it used to be,
but hey, it's not painful anymore to toss and turn in the morning lol.
 
dwenjang1218

dwenjang1218

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Day 33 no PMO:

I'm feeling awesome.
I have lots of free time these days, so I'm concentrating on my workouts and my meals.
It feels like my workout sessions have leveled up due to new gym and new routines.
And the girls are so attractive. I have a thing for asses in tight pants
I just stare at them in between sets. I must look like a total pervert
(which I am.. but I ask thee, what's wrong with a man being a pervert?).

Today, my libido is still low. I have a feeling this flatline is going to go a long way.
Morning wood is 70%, spontaneous erections 60%.
I checked a couple times to see how far I can erect. It was 100% but it didn't feel like a 100%.
Anyways, sleep is awesome, mood is great.

Since it's my one-month-completion-update,
I want to list some "superpowers" that I've acquired up till now.

  • My nervousness with strangers is 50% what it used to be. I'm more inclined to start a conversation.
  • Concentration seems to be only a little bit better. However, I don't escape to PMO in the face of responsibility anymore, which saves me tons of time and energy.
  • no brain fogs
  • GREAT sleeps, in both quality and timing aspects.
  • Better time management. Specifically the ability to decide when to quit something fun I'm doing. This also helps with my sleeping schedule.
  • Much wider spectrum of attractiveness of women.
  • Ability to fantasize and have a boner without an urge to masturbate or watch porn.

I can't think of any more on top of my head.
I'm tired. Going to sleep now.
Have a good dream guys

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Edit: I forgot one really significant change.
LESS ACNE and NO NODULAR ACNE (those really hard ball-like inflammations on your back or face).
I had nodular acne every other week before, but I haven't had one since start of reboot.
It may be because I'm not under a lot of stress now, so I'll find out later.
 
noises1990

noises1990

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Congratulations man! Your progress gives me confidence! I hope you recover soon bro! Stay on top of yourself!
 
dwenjang1218

dwenjang1218

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Day 35 no PMO:

A quick update:
My libido has returned! (along with cravings).
I found out why I didn't feel like 100% the previous time I checked my erection.
Back then, the penis gland wasn't full and only the trunk was hard.
Now the gland is bursting full (sorry for the disturbing graphics).
I had full erections the past two nights and mornings. 105%. Painfully hard.
My self-confidence has improved thanks to this.

There's no change in mood or anything else.
I'm still happy and cravings don't bother me now.
(Actually, I kind of missed the "beast" side of me)

That's really all I wanted to write down today.
Hope u guys are having a joyful day!
 
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SETI

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Thanks for sharing! Its reading posts like this that inspire me to be confident with my own reboot. Enjoy the fruits!
 
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Shaft

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Yeah, libido is an interesting thing and rather unexplored zone for many of us. I found myself thinking about MO today when I had a boner this morning (but it wasn't exatly caused by the morning wood, rather thoughts about my girl). But I didn't MO. Discipline is the key. Currently, as it is 9:58 PM where I live, I've zero interest in sex and wouldn't be able to get it up. Maybe that's some of a flatline.

Best of luck to you. Glad you're out of the flatline again!
 
noises1990

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Frickin amazing man! Congratulations! Clearly a sign that you must carry on with the reboot! Congrats again! Faith restored
 
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xc43

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Nice job VforVictory.  :)

Short question: If you had only one advice to give to rebooters, what would it be?
 
dwenjang1218

dwenjang1218

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Shaft said:
Yeah, libido is an interesting thing and rather unexplored zone for many of us. I found myself thinking about MO today when I had a boner this morning (but it wasn't exatly caused by the morning wood, rather thoughts about my girl). But I didn't MO. Discipline is the key. Currently, as it is 9:58 PM where I live, I've zero interest in sex and wouldn't be able to get it up. Maybe that's some of a flatline.

Best of luck to you. Glad you're out of the flatline again!
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I agree. The weird thing is that now the cravings don't necessarily lead to thoughts of masturbation for me,
and they definitely don't lead to porn.

Metaphorically speaking-
In my Brain Town in the past, "Sexual Energy" vehicles would drive down Cravings Road
to get to Porno Theatre and South Masturbation Recreational Park.
But now the road is blocked, and the traffic is going elsewhere (I have no idea where).
 
dwenjang1218

dwenjang1218

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noises1990 said:
Frickin amazing man! Congratulations! Clearly a sign that you must carry on with the reboot! Congrats again! Faith restored
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Hey you're not so bad yourself noises1990,
it seems like only a week ago when I first saw you,
but now you're already on your 14th day! Congratz to you too
 
dwenjang1218

dwenjang1218

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xc43 said:
Nice job VforVictory.  :)

Short question: If you had only one advice to give to rebooters, what would it be?
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My advice would be:
There are no shortcuts, no leeway, no loopholes. Fellow rebooters can gladly provide you with a map and comfort, but in the end, you have to crawl your way out of the dungeon yourself. So if you want it bad enough, grab your sword, step inside, and prepare for pain.

It can sound pretty harsh, but I wanted to give a unique advice, so I chose a whip in the back rather than an optimistic advice.

(And here I am talking all mighty when I'm not even done reboot myself lol).
 
dwenjang1218

dwenjang1218

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Day 36 no PMO:

I felt a mixture of confusion and delight in the last hour reading the replies to my latest post.
I wasn't intending at all to say that I'm almost at the end of the tunnel,
but people seemed to have interpreted it otherwise.

But that's when realization hit me.
'Maybe I am nearing the end.'

I mean, following what I wrote in my last journal entry,
I'm able to have high libido and fantasize without mood swings or leading to PMO thoughts.
Basically, my "cravings phase" in the past was
me fighting off dirty images and MO urges in my mind through sleepless nights and groggy mornings/afternoons.
Now it's more like me singing 'Let It Go' while making breakfast with a huge boner after a great sleep
(This is not an exaggeration).

(I will call it "hi-libido phase" from now on
because it's pointless to use the word "cravings" when I don't get MO cravings.)

The fact that sexual imagination and images don't lead up to MO thoughts (only barely) tells me that
I'm almost unwired now.
I'm excited to make this discovery, and it's all thanks to you guys realizing it first.
I'm already starting to plan my next move, including when I will test myself
and how I will rewire myself <-- Can't wait for this OOOHHHH YEEEEAAAA.

Have a dreamy day guys!
 
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