Hi mountainsummitMountainSummit said:I don't know how you do it, going MO free also! I relapsed again. I'm finding it so hard to keep control of my mind. I get so horny, and I get intrusive thoughts making me think I'm suddenly going to grab a computer and go look at some P. So I end up MOing just to get my mind back under control. I went 28 days once, but I'm not even getting close to that these days.
I also get those intense feelings to Mo,more especially after my 35th day. It is like another bout of withdrawal symptoms and sometimes they are so bad. I just cannot go back, if they come at night, I argue my brain out of it and sleep. Right now as I am writing this, my cravings for MO are so bad, but I just decided to ignore them and write here. I am planning to read so much about days 30+ today.