I think I could justify writing 20 days here but I am not. I played with the lines yesterday with some very SFW images. But it was an intentional choice to use them for arousal. There was a time when I would have chalked it up to a minor infraction to learn from and not repeat but considered the streak intact. But I know where any sort of justification leads and I am done justifying. Progress isn't a streak counter, it's changing your mindset and behavior and if I justify things it's a dead end on that front.
So I'm setting my counter to 0 again. I know that looks sad and disappointing, but I consider that progress. I want the progress, not the number, and admitting all this to myself and to you is what I think progress looks like.