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  1. Gunner

    4th reboot

    Trying another reboot after four others. I think I am destined to a life of boot and reboot. But this time I will allow myself MO but definitely no porn. Maybe MO while imagining a pretty real girl will get my brain okay with enjoying sex with a real girl. Certainly porn does not.
  2. Gunner

    Trying again

    First time reboot was about 6 months a couple years ago. Second time reboot was about 2 months earlier this year. Now doing it again and going on 2.5 weeks. I have a feeling my reboot time will be shorter again...probably a month. I have not had good sex in about a year so I am hoping this helps.
  3. Gunner

    Here we go again for another reboot

    First one was three years ago and went for 6 months. Sex was great after a month but it was a struggle to keep off porn after month 4. Then last year went off for a couple months. Sex was not that great like the first reboot so I went back to PMO. Now trying again starting 1/1 to see how long I...
  4. Gunner

    Trying this again...what the heck

    So was really enjoying porn for a few years and still able to perform with women. But something inside of me wanted to enjoy the sexual act more than the porn release. Porn release always felt more satisfying and something inside of me felt that to be fundamentally wrong. The porn is so amazing...
  5. Gunner

    Ugggg 7 more weeks

    So it has been 4 months of no PMO and I am going crazy. My plan is 6 months of no PMO, then 6 months of back to PMO, then 6 months off, etc. Being off PMO makes the sex better with the girls but the sex is too infrequent. I want/need daily with hot girls. Girls are just not around, not...
  6. Gunner

    Fantasy of other women/porn during sex

    During all my sexual encounters I always fantasize about other women and great porn scenes. That is the only way I can get thru sex and orgasm. I think that is a result of all the decades of PMO. Brain is wired to cum from visual fantasy stimulation and not the real act of sex. It kind of sucks...
  7. Gunner

    Six months off

    Here I go on my six months detox from PMO. I spent the last six months really enjoying PMO but now time to detox. The quality and availability of porn these days is simply amazing and always getting better. Going to miss it. But I found I can't have an enjoyable PMO life and a sex life at the...
  8. Gunner

    ehhhh...back to porn

    Porn is just so damn better and orgasms feel so much better. Being with a girl is just so much work, time, and money. Plus dealing with their emotional issues, let downs, and poor performance...Why bother? At 40+ with marriage and kids behind us I don't know why anyone would make the effort...
  9. Gunner

    Urge stronger now than when started

    So it has been about 90 days of no PMO and no MO and the urge to watch some porn is much stronger now than when I started. I thought it would get easier! Maybe because I am just so bored. Bored with the girls I am having sex with (I am single) and a yearning for something different and better...
  10. Gunner

    The single, average, 40+ yr old male with no PMO, MO, M etc plight

    So as I consider myself an average 44 yr old single man and taking on this no M, MO, PMO challenge, I find it very hard to cope when there is not a woman around to satisfy the urges. A married or relationship man would not have this problem. At my age, no attractive and emotionally stable lady...
  11. Gunner

    Okay here we go on recovery

    Day 16 (I picked July 1st to start the reboot-easy to remember) and everything is going well. I am 44 and have been involved over the last 30 years in fantasy sex with magazines, movies, and now internet porn. I have to say the fantasy sex is AMAZING...I can really have an amazing orgasm when it...
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