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  1. Qwertyxyz

    Doing things differently this time

    Day 4 free from PMO I’m 45 and have had several failed attempts to get off porn. I’ve had a few stretches of a month or two but I’ve always gone back. I know that I’ve never really let anyone else in to help and I’ve been very alone. I tried a counsellor but they weren’t a specialist and I feel...
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    Looking for accountability partners

    I’m 45 and have been looking at porn for over 20 years. In the last 12 years or so I’ve done some pretty heavy use. I’ve tried to quit several times alone or with minimal help (an uncomfortable counsellor) and it has not worked. I’m actually 20 years clean on sober and needed others to get...
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    Preparing to try again 😕

    I’ve had many failed attempts at quitting porn but am determined to try again. what has stopped me in the past is how I’ve always tried to go it alone, I’ve had a lot of isolation and have seen myself grow as I’ve become more social in my life. I talk about a lot of things and it really, really...
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    Trying for a new start

    I recently went 100 days without porn before relapsing. I was still MO and knew it was a problem but was so much happier to be off porn. I really see now that thinking about porn and mastrubating, is only marginally better than watching and editing porn clips for hours and than mastrubating...
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    Time to tackle the MO problem

    When I discovered internet porn I really went down a rabbit hole and got hooked. I don’t like what it did to me at all and it took a while to see how bad it has affected me. After many false starts I am now 84 days clean of porn and feel great about it 👍 however I have still been doing MO most...
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    Trying again

    I am 31 days free from porn, but am on my first day of no MO. From past experience MO will lead back to porn and I can feel I really need to stop now or slip back. Quitting PMO is harder than I expected and I understand it is not something that can be done by self will
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    My Recovery Journal

    1 day of porn. Really want to quit. I have been writing in a paper journal about what porn takes from me and how I can be without it. I think it helps a lot. I’ve had periods of not using porn in the past but they haven’t lasted, I think a big part of that is because I really did try to do it...
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    My one week goal

    I’m sick of how much energy, time and confidence porn takes from me. I’ve tried to quit in the past and have had some success. Starting with the goal of one week. I can do this ☀️
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