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Hello i have been in and out of this forum for around a year now, I have had good periods of recovery but nothing consistent. since i have recognised my problems with porn i have noticed a increase is quality of life but i have serious low's at times. seems to be a cycle i keep replaying of...

i just downloaded covenant eyes and i think i would benefit from having a partner to be accountable for. is there anyone out there ? 

Day 1 So Today is once again the first day on the road to recovery. I have used this site before but i know that i don't use it as much as i should. i have been in recovery for about just under 2 years, but i have been an addict since i was very young. there is a lot i can share. i could write a...

So i have been in a real hard struggle the past week, i has a binge and the porn was escalating to areas i find uncomfortable and make the whole addiction even worse, but i am pulling myself out the mud! so after the last relapse of my binge, i felt worse then ever, i didnt want to be be awake...

so i recently re entered therapy, and even with the first session i still ended up relapsing 7 days out of 10. which makes me feel shit but oh well haha ive learnt to deal with relapse as just a roadblock. so i have been thinking alot about what i can do to cut relapse out. and i figured that i...

so i relapsed again, really starting to feel zapped of energy to fight this, feeling really depressed. very angry... more angry then anything. im angry at myself, so angry. the main things about this addiction which make my life miserable are the unwanted fetishes and attractions. when im...

ive been trying so hard to beat this.. well i thought i was until someone made me realise that im more avoiding the pain and really anything that reminds me of the addiction i have carried for so many years. every time i relapse i dont want to go on here it reminds me of my failure and that just...

hello i have been struggling for along time now, finding it near impossible to abstain. ive come to the realisation that maybe i was avoiding the whole matter, everything to do with this addiction. maybe because of the pain it caused me, or whatever it is. but i feel focused, and ready to do...

ive been aware of my porn addiction for around a year now, been to a addiction therapist but as the prices were high and a change in my financial situation i could no longer pay for the sessions, i learnt alot and showed in those weeks i was able to co gold turkey. and when i was i felt great...

Hello all, I have been in and out of this site for a year now. I have developed a porn addiction and its ruining my life. I have made movements towards recovery obviously coming to the realisation and acceptance I have a problem. Its a.regular pattarn of recovery for a week or two and then back...

i am a porn addict, its not nice to say. but i am really sturggling with beating this at the moment. i am 21 and have been an addict for about 5 years.  in the last 8 months i have been seeing an addiction therapist. he helped me on my way to recovery, i went a week and half before i would...

hello, i have been struggling with porn addiction for years, only recently acknowledged the problem and started to tackle it as an addiction in the past few months, i abstain for 4 - 7 days but always end up relapsing, i have just lost my relationship not dew to matters relating this addiction...

my story Hello I am 20 years old and addicted to PMO and have been since I was sixteen it happens 1-5 times a day and sometimes lasts for 4+ hours at a time. I am massivly depressed and already have an anxiety disorder and the addiction makes it ten times worse . I have a addiction thrapist I...

My Story I have attempted to stop this addiction two or three times before, it went well, for a while... until i slipped back into the routine of nearly every morning i would PMO. it all started when i was around 12 years old. i just started watching porn and i guess through out school and...

Really feeling the urge to PMO can only think to post on here !!

i want to make the day count i see under the persons posts or replys, how do i do that ?

I need some advise on when i have an urge or something that triggers my brain to think about masturbation or porn, how to take them on-board and push them away and not letting them overcome my brain, im motivated to reboot but finding it very hard not to relapse after 4 - 5 days . could use some...