Cheers TiramiSu, such an important warning. I?ve sadly learned that lesson as I?ve had a long streak end in relapse before too. Just ?enjoying? struggle not being so hard as the first 3 weeks, when every day was pure hell.
I think (I hope) I feel another slight shift. My mind has been racing off into ridiculous/ immature fantasy about every woman who crosses my path since stopping PMO. It?s driving me crazy. Finished a day of work yesterday amongst some pretty women, I was ready for it to happen, but a voice said ??nah, don?t be silly.? Another sign of the porn addict getting quieter? If this really is the pattern, and another 60 days will drown the addict in me even further, the hard90 truly is a miracle, and I?m so grateful for finding it, and having this forum and other tools that got me through those ridiculous first 3 weeks of the hard90. Note to self, never go back, cos I never want to have to go through that again.
Back to daily exercising which feels great, and it?s 27 days in the bag, tomorrow will be 4 weeks, and so close to 30 :
I think (I hope) I feel another slight shift. My mind has been racing off into ridiculous/ immature fantasy about every woman who crosses my path since stopping PMO. It?s driving me crazy. Finished a day of work yesterday amongst some pretty women, I was ready for it to happen, but a voice said ??nah, don?t be silly.? Another sign of the porn addict getting quieter? If this really is the pattern, and another 60 days will drown the addict in me even further, the hard90 truly is a miracle, and I?m so grateful for finding it, and having this forum and other tools that got me through those ridiculous first 3 weeks of the hard90. Note to self, never go back, cos I never want to have to go through that again.
Back to daily exercising which feels great, and it?s 27 days in the bag, tomorrow will be 4 weeks, and so close to 30 :