50 days....50 DAYS!!!!!!
Today, I hit the big 5-0, and I'm in awe, honestly. The half-way point of my goal, and it totally gets me pumped up. I don't know if I've ever went 50 days without Mo'ing since I discovered it. Incredible. I feel very different, honestly. My wife is pregnant, so I haven't actually had an O in about 2 weeks, and honesty, I feel great. I feel productive and free, clear headed and happy. There's no shame, guilt and my anxiety has gone down. I know I flatlined about 2 weeks ago, but now it seems like I've leveled out. My drive is there, but it's a strong shadow of what it was, not nearly as forceful as it was 50 days ago, which means my drive, although strong, was constantly running in overdrive I think. My 50 days have been hard, and have not been without some setbacks, but I'm pressing on.
Staying away from edging and subs big time. Fellas, I can't wait until the 100 day mark!
Today, I hit the big 5-0, and I'm in awe, honestly. The half-way point of my goal, and it totally gets me pumped up. I don't know if I've ever went 50 days without Mo'ing since I discovered it. Incredible. I feel very different, honestly. My wife is pregnant, so I haven't actually had an O in about 2 weeks, and honesty, I feel great. I feel productive and free, clear headed and happy. There's no shame, guilt and my anxiety has gone down. I know I flatlined about 2 weeks ago, but now it seems like I've leveled out. My drive is there, but it's a strong shadow of what it was, not nearly as forceful as it was 50 days ago, which means my drive, although strong, was constantly running in overdrive I think. My 50 days have been hard, and have not been without some setbacks, but I'm pressing on.
Staying away from edging and subs big time. Fellas, I can't wait until the 100 day mark!