workinprogressUK
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Georgos said:So WIP, I'm sorry for not taking your advice about wounds, I've had both good and bad reactions from applying my fingers to such matters, from typing to playing the piano and back, though I am currently lacking access to a musical keyboard of any sorts. Ho hum, so they say, the question is why isn't this site helping now that I have moved into the tier four bracket (40 and up), I've managed just under two hours and ten minutes now, which is good as I will definitely be going to bed very soon, however I still find myself curious about your advice, what does it say about you?
Hi Georgos. Please don't consider that post to have been advice to anybody, other than myself. What does it say about me? It says that at a time when I don't feel cravings, triggers and urges for P, obsessive thinking about my P recovery, and bringing the opportunity front of my mind, creates self-inflicted pressure. Kind of a "second arrow" source of pain, if that makes sense? Absence of a keyboard must be challenging, if you're a musician. I personally smash, ham-fistedly, at a drum battery. Very cathartic. Hope you get your music back soon.
Today's entry; Ironically I'm more "cravey" today. Maybe because a shoulder muscle that felt strained has finally pinged this morning. Painful and puts my training and sport plans in jeopardy for the holiday break, which has made me anxious. Ho hum? as Georgos says. I can plan for less energetic exercise. It's no big deal. In good news, my new boss told me to shut my computer down and take some time off, which reduces my "opportunity risk" over the next few days. Swings and roundabouts. So I'll read a couple of other journal entries and then "do one". I'm OK.