Day 24
There is a demon calling my door. When i PMO, he goes away but after some time he always comes back. When rebooting, there is no way to make him go away. At some moment he just hold the ring button, it becomes so annoying that i just have to open the door. When i open the door he enters, but he is not alone, there is whole family of demons. Demonic children screaming like from horror movie and running around destroying everything. His wife that seem to come from hell itself. Medusa from greek mythology looks nice next to her. They are in my home. I have to face them and confront them as they will live with me since now. I don?t like them at all. They bully me laughing at my weaknesses. They make me doubt who i am and how i live. If i could just use magic wand, avadakedabra, PMO and they would disappear. But that is not an option. I can?t kick them out of my house. Earlier everything was easier. I would just PMO and wouldn?t hear demons, my demons calling my name. That?s exactly how i feel now. There are demons in my room. What i can do is to learn to live with them. I feel lost and i am going through some kind of crisis. I can find myself. I can do even more, I can create myself. Overcoming doubts and crisis always brings the sensation of meaning and control over one?s life. And this is what going through rebooting is. There are demons now in my home but it is still my home, my little kingdom.