Sentimental_geek
Active Member
Today would be day 5 of the reboot, and happy New Year to anybody that is reading!
Been feeling quite good today actually. Had a good night last night for New Year's Eve. But also managed to sort a few things out with my mum and my sister regarding a bit of a fallout with had during the Christmas period, as mentioned in the previous post. It's taken a bit of a weight off my mind made me feel a bit better.
Not really had much in the way of urges or anything, but have had the odd fantasy flick through my mind. I think it's important for me to remember that whilst I can feel like using Palmer feel really down to feel better, I can also be guilty of moral licensing and allowing myself to have a peek when I feel really good thinking it will have no effect. It's never the case! But I have a lot of things I want to work towards in the next month, that should be setting me up for the rest of the year. An porn really is not something that can help with this at all. In fact it's a given that porn use would be detrimental to success, so in part that's a bit of a motivation for me. But it's still early days, I know those flat lines and all that stuff to look forward to. But despite some hardships over the Christmas period, and feeling at least starting to build a bit of consistency and my brain are starting to fix onto the idea that I want to do this. Not that when I relapsed it's not thinking that I want to do overall, but the old porn patterns are still getting the better of me.
Been feeling quite good today actually. Had a good night last night for New Year's Eve. But also managed to sort a few things out with my mum and my sister regarding a bit of a fallout with had during the Christmas period, as mentioned in the previous post. It's taken a bit of a weight off my mind made me feel a bit better.
Not really had much in the way of urges or anything, but have had the odd fantasy flick through my mind. I think it's important for me to remember that whilst I can feel like using Palmer feel really down to feel better, I can also be guilty of moral licensing and allowing myself to have a peek when I feel really good thinking it will have no effect. It's never the case! But I have a lot of things I want to work towards in the next month, that should be setting me up for the rest of the year. An porn really is not something that can help with this at all. In fact it's a given that porn use would be detrimental to success, so in part that's a bit of a motivation for me. But it's still early days, I know those flat lines and all that stuff to look forward to. But despite some hardships over the Christmas period, and feeling at least starting to build a bit of consistency and my brain are starting to fix onto the idea that I want to do this. Not that when I relapsed it's not thinking that I want to do overall, but the old porn patterns are still getting the better of me.