Day 5 -
I'm pretty much running on autopilot today. I have'nt slept well since my porn binge 5-days ago. Intrusive thoughts are back, and I've gone very quiet and feel like shit.
I was amazed at how quickly this addiction took hold of me. Within a week, i went from finding a women in a dress attractive, to a 4-hr porn binge searching for scenes with a milf that i just learned the name of - pathetic i know, but thats the reality.
I'm happy to make day-5 though, it's been a struggle. First hurdle is a week, if i make that generally i can fight the urges and my determination begins to return.
Peace
I'm pretty much running on autopilot today. I have'nt slept well since my porn binge 5-days ago. Intrusive thoughts are back, and I've gone very quiet and feel like shit.
I was amazed at how quickly this addiction took hold of me. Within a week, i went from finding a women in a dress attractive, to a 4-hr porn binge searching for scenes with a milf that i just learned the name of - pathetic i know, but thats the reality.
I'm happy to make day-5 though, it's been a struggle. First hurdle is a week, if i make that generally i can fight the urges and my determination begins to return.
Peace