brandnewself
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My internship has ended. Now I'm in the countdown of 2 weeks to go back to school. I'm at a particularly vulnerable state right now since I don't have a fixed schedule anymore and the unwillingness to go back to school and that stressful environment is building up. I am more ready than 2 months ago for the challenges but they're still challenges that I'm kinda afraid of. Cravings come and go these days and I've caught myself contemplating a relapse. The cravings were never strong enough for me to cross the line and act out but I am ALARMED. I am also lingering on some girl's photos whenever I see them on some apps. Moreover, I might have a herniated disc and I'm not free to exercise these days. I have an MRI this Sunday to see what it is. All those element combined put me in a dangerous situation and I'm aware of it.
I've been watching TED videos related to anxiety, brain and psychology etc. They're quite helpful.
1. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0gks6ceq4eQ
You aren't at the mercy of your emotions - your brain creates them
I find this talk very inspiring. The core concept of this talk is that emotions are nothing but predictions our brain makes based on past experiences and the information we feed to it. We have more control over our emotions than we might think we have. We're responsible for how we feel in the long term because we are the only one who can change our way of predicting things. By embracing challenges, turning them into positives, we're effectively constructing our own prediction model for the future.
2. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=29Vj0-TVHiQ
How to stop your thoughts from controlling your life
One of the conclusions of this talk: It?s not the harsh, traumatic, or horrible events themselves you should fear the most in life but, your own unwillingness to control your reaction to those events. Ultimately, it?s your capacity to take full responsibility for your own thoughts that will dictate the course and growth of not just you but our entire World.
Two things the lecturer suggests. 1. Practice meditation. 2. Feed your brain with selected input (Not the trash from social media we read daily)
These days the more I read and watch, the more clear it is to me that I could do much better at my psychological health. The biological factors are not as important as the training we give ourselves. I might be more sensitive than a lot of people biologically but it doesn't determine how I should feel about my life. Even if my biology has a 50% say in this. I can still manage to get the other 50% in my control.
I've been watching TED videos related to anxiety, brain and psychology etc. They're quite helpful.
1. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0gks6ceq4eQ
You aren't at the mercy of your emotions - your brain creates them
I find this talk very inspiring. The core concept of this talk is that emotions are nothing but predictions our brain makes based on past experiences and the information we feed to it. We have more control over our emotions than we might think we have. We're responsible for how we feel in the long term because we are the only one who can change our way of predicting things. By embracing challenges, turning them into positives, we're effectively constructing our own prediction model for the future.
2. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=29Vj0-TVHiQ
How to stop your thoughts from controlling your life
One of the conclusions of this talk: It?s not the harsh, traumatic, or horrible events themselves you should fear the most in life but, your own unwillingness to control your reaction to those events. Ultimately, it?s your capacity to take full responsibility for your own thoughts that will dictate the course and growth of not just you but our entire World.
Two things the lecturer suggests. 1. Practice meditation. 2. Feed your brain with selected input (Not the trash from social media we read daily)
These days the more I read and watch, the more clear it is to me that I could do much better at my psychological health. The biological factors are not as important as the training we give ourselves. I might be more sensitive than a lot of people biologically but it doesn't determine how I should feel about my life. Even if my biology has a 50% say in this. I can still manage to get the other 50% in my control.