I relapsed again today in my quest for 86 day streak in 2020 . I will start over again from tomorrow and I will be aiming for an 80 day streak in 2020 at least.
I feel like I am a loser right now and i am going to relapse at-least 8-12 more times in next 80 days . Its like fighting to stop automated relapse machine over which you have very little control. Thats how I feel about myself. But I have to stop this , somehow.
But I don?t have any other option but to try again .
Day 1 tomorrow........AGAIN!!!
I feel like I am a loser right now and i am going to relapse at-least 8-12 more times in next 80 days . Its like fighting to stop automated relapse machine over which you have very little control. Thats how I feel about myself. But I have to stop this , somehow.
But I don?t have any other option but to try again .
Day 1 tomorrow........AGAIN!!!