@Simonly Thank you for reading my journal . I hope you are doing good with your reboot journey making new progress !Hi @man_in_30s_rebootingnow , a great journal. I sense your frustrations, and know how difficult the journey can be ... it's tough!
You are doing all the right things. Keep going.
I watched a documentary in which they showed a place on a Latin American country in Andes where there is no internet, no cell phone reception. Only form of communication is radio . I once for the sake of reboot thought “God I wish I was living there” it would help my reboot like BOOM! , I wonder if any P or chatroom or Cam addict has ever moved to an isolated place on earth where there is no high speed internet or Mobil network access and fully recovered and lived happily ever after ?
What do you guys think if given such a option would you take it ?
This is remarkable. I agree he is one different man . Living life on his own terms away from even the reach of a cell phone signal . Forget high speed internet or P or chatroom addiction. I wish I had such a difficult personality and ways of life so much so that for P and chat addictions to not even being able to find where I am. Forget getting me hooked into ‘em .Yeah, I would take that offer. Although I would have some conditions:
> I get to take my wife and still have relationships with friends and family
> I have some way of providing for myself and my family (e.g. farming)
> I have access to books and pen & paper
I love the idea of homesteading, or living on an island, or in some remote wilderness.
I do think that would kill this addiction for good. Life would be tough, but I think it would lead to a more real spiritual happiness.
I think many men have this kind of desire to escape all the bullshit of modern life and live like this.
I have no idea if any P or cam addict has ever done it, but certainly some people have, like this guy.
The man who has lived as a hermit for 40 years
Ken Smith lives without electricity or running water in a hand-made log cabin on the banks of a remote loch.www.bbc.com
Great going @RobotwithnomorepornI have been reading almost all of your progress here. Sorry if I can't write down my comment nicely since English is not my first language.
To be honest, I found the article here is very helpful for me to start my journey on NoFAP. I failed for so many times too.
Being honest to yourself and never lose hope!
I am on my 33 day and I am still fighting over the urges too. But now it is more easy to handle.
Don't target for 90 days at the first step. Just make short target like 1 week clean and repeat the same for the next weeks. God bless you!
Thank you @particularly_respecting . I don’t want to let myself and the rebooting community down this time.Sounds like you are being very honest and introspective about your behavior.
Hope your new way of reboot goes well - it sounds like you have a great resolve!
I am sure you can do too. Make yourself busy with something (if you have any religion I am sure it can be started by making connection with your Lord and ask for His help and guidance) or do some exercise, it helps me a lot.Great going @Robotwithnomoreporn
Thanks @RobotwithnomorepornI am sure you can do too. Make yourself busy with something (if you have any religion I am sure it can be started by making connection with your Lord and ask for His help and guidance) or do some exercise, it helps me a lot.