So I had a massive moment today the cravings were massive and I couldn't think straight. All i wanted was to fap to porn. I couldn't reason why not to fap, but I just couldn't go back to day 0.
And for those interested I will be honest and tell you why -
I hung out with a friend of mine, she's a girl. One of my best friends, and she's married to my other best friend. I know them 25-years.
Anyway we met in a park, and decided to go for coffee. It was a little walk away so we had a chat and a laugh while we walked In the coffee shop I noticed I had touched her arm a few times, then I noticed her lips for some reason. We ordered food and drinks and set down.
She's good company and we are good friends and we talked for an hour. I noticed her breasts on a few occasions, just the outline and her lips again but I just dismissed it. Hey they're nice lips.
Anyway we went for a long walk after that and eventually said see ya later. I had cravings to mo for the rest of the afternoon.
I dont want to come across as an asshole either, but that's where my mind was at. She is a great friend but being honest thats how it went.
And for those interested I will be honest and tell you why -
I hung out with a friend of mine, she's a girl. One of my best friends, and she's married to my other best friend. I know them 25-years.
Anyway we met in a park, and decided to go for coffee. It was a little walk away so we had a chat and a laugh while we walked In the coffee shop I noticed I had touched her arm a few times, then I noticed her lips for some reason. We ordered food and drinks and set down.
She's good company and we are good friends and we talked for an hour. I noticed her breasts on a few occasions, just the outline and her lips again but I just dismissed it. Hey they're nice lips.
Anyway we went for a long walk after that and eventually said see ya later. I had cravings to mo for the rest of the afternoon.
I dont want to come across as an asshole either, but that's where my mind was at. She is a great friend but being honest thats how it went.
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