I see you struggling too, just like me. But if there's anything we are, we are fighters and we know what's at stake if don't get back in our feet.
I would advice you to try looking back at your best streak and remember what you did that helped you achieve it. Then recommit to doing so. One of the challenges in recovery is staying disciplined, that's my biggest drawdown. To keep doing the work when everything seems fine and the we are less sensitized, that's the struggle.
Keep pushing back Do