As you will see from my latest post I'm living in the "orange" as of late. This is a crazy journey but thankful for your journal and wisdom.
Yeah, I saw that, brother! (Obviously) you are not alone! For me, this all seems to come up cyclically (when I'm legitimately horny? ...then acted on illegitimately?). Knowing this about myself, I know this will soon pass---> unless I make it a habit!
Wishing and praying strength for you, brother!