Finally, I'm doing this…

Shodan

Shodan

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I appreciate you @Ezel. With each day that passes brother, give thanks inwardly. Give it to yourself first, thank yourself for leaving behind the decay of male sexuality.

One thing I’ll repeat that was said to me to a while back, “don’t rest on hope, rest when you have worked”. Men like us were once engaging in behaviour that we hoped we could one day stop and that day came for you 8 days ago. Ofcourse hope is a beautiful thing and it should be utilised. But you’ve more than hope, you’ve commitment. The disciplined are the truly free for they are the slave of NOTHING. Brother it’s time. Your hope has now become your wish fulfilled. Become so vicious and aggressive in your pursuit of the you that was buried under years of self-turmoil and layered with garbage (we’ve all been there brother, it’s no longer your shame) that you scarcely can imagine what you used to be like. Remain vigilant in the world that targets men who used to be us, what we were. I say ‘were’ because for me and I’m quite sure for you those days are but a whisper of the past. A whisper so faint you cannot even hear it. Strangle that monster with its own guts by growing every single day brother. Take it to the max! Then behold real life. You got this whole thing 👊🏾

Godspeed.
 
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Ezel

Ezel

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Shodan said:
I appreciate you @Ezel. With each day that passes brother, give thanks inwardly. Give it to yourself first, thank yourself for leaving behind the decay of male sexuality.

One thing I’ll repeat that was said to me to a while back, “don’t rest on hope, rest when you have worked”. Men like us were once engaging in behaviour that we hoped we could one day stop and that day came for you 8 days ago. Ofcourse hope is a beautiful thing and it should be utilised. But you’ve more than hope, you’ve commitment. The disciplined are the truly free for they are the slave of NOTHING. Brother it’s time. Your hope has now become your wish fulfilled. Become so vicious and aggressive in your pursuit of the you that was buried under years of self-turmoil and layered with garbage (we’ve all been there brother, it’s no longer your shame) that you scarcely can imagine what you used to be like. Remain vigilant in the world that targets men who used to be us, what we were. I say ‘were’ because for me and I’m quite for you those days are but a whisper of the past. A whisper so faint you cannot even hear it. Strangle that monster with its own guts by growing every single day brother. Take it to the max! Then behold real life. You got this whole thing 👊🏾

Godspeed.
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Thanks shodan that's really insightful. I like your perspective on this one. I can say that you've been there and done that. Hope isn't really a strategy 😕. Hard work, pain and a plan is what's going to get us out of this hole. I realized this these past few relapses I had cuz after binge watching the filth and orgasming too much until there's no drop left, I would go to work and be horrified by my brain performance, it's like my brain is collapsing, thank God I got this summer job otherwise I wouldn't notice the difference and would very likely be hocked on to porn telling myself there's nothing wrong. Man just to give you an idea right. I'm 25 yo but feeling like 85yo.
I'm not even BSing, my brain doesn't function right I started forgetting things, can't express myself properly, these are just the main ones, October I will go to college and see what's else is wrong with my brain 😔.
Hopefully I will gain some benefits with this reboot before the next semester starts.
Lol 😂 I know I said hope again. But here it only comes after I put in the work. We pray for the best and prepare for the worst.
Thanks again man. And you too @Galatians51 for the support. Stay blessed.
 
Shodan

Shodan

Member
Ezel said:
Thanks shodan that's really insightful. I like your perspective on this one. I can say that you've been there and done that. Hope isn't really a strategy 😕. Hard work, pain and a plan is what's going to get us out of this hole. I realized this these past few relapses I had cuz after binge watching the filth and orgasming too much until there's no drop left, I would go to work and be horrified by my brain performance, it's like my brain is collapsing, thank God I got this summer job otherwise I wouldn't notice the difference and would very likely be hocked on to porn telling myself there's nothing wrong. Man just to give you an idea right. I'm 25 yo but feeling like 85yo.
I'm not even BSing, my brain doesn't function right I started forgetting things, can't express myself properly, these are just the main ones, October I will go to college and see what's else is wrong with my brain 😔.
Hopefully I will gain some benefits with this reboot before the next semester starts.
Lol 😂 I know I said hope again. But here it only comes after I put in the work. We pray for the best and prepare for the worst.
Thanks again man. And you too @Galatians51 for the support. Stay blessed.
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Man I so damn glad you said that, we can all take something from one another because we all have a different perspective - hope is not a strategy, I like that a lot brother 👊🏾

In my worst period around the same age of 24/25 (36 now btw) I can remember being shocked by my own brain performance, everything you don’t want your brain to do mine did 🤣 and it was awful. I 100% understand what you mean brother BUT 😁 you’re past that now, your owning your shit and you’re brain will reward you in time. Trust the process, if it was easy everybody would do it. Some can’t face upto one day without falling into the open-sewer, you’re hours away from your 9th. BRAVO!

Reach out anytime if and when you need to brother!
 
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