Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Update: Tonight has been rough. Yesterday and most of today, I had so much energy and motivation. But this evening, I lost it. I began to feel crummy. I had a headache, and I just feel unmotivated. Had some flashbacks of P last night but got through them. Just want my energy and motivation back.

 

[IamTrying]

Hang in there Freedom!

 

[Blondie]

Tomorrow is a new day Freedom.

Hang in there.

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Tomorrow is a new day Freedom.

Hang in there.

If I didn't feel this way, I wouldn't be getting better. It's all apart of getting better.

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Day 6. No porn. No artificial stimulation. Screw that garbage. It only takes from us. It never gives us anything back.

 

[Ezel]

You heard that right freedom, remember that..
Keep up the good work...

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Today was absolutely the best day I've had in the longest time. I connected with friends, and literally craved the connection. I haven't wanted to connect with anyone like that in forever. I showed gratitude to them as well. I worked out, cleaned my house and just had an amazing day. I had so much energy and so much drive and motivation. I can't believe all the time I've wasted late at night because of stupid porn. That stuff is poison. And I know, that the more I abstain from it, the better it's going to get. This is just the beginning. I'm even excited typing this out. Let's keep this going.

 

[Blondie]

Keep it up Freedom.

I can't believe all the time I've wasted late at night because of stupid porn. That stuff is poison

Indeed!

 

[IamTrying]

Good job!! Freedom! It is inspiring.

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Day 7. No porn. No artificial garbage.

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Anxiety tried to talk me into going back to pmo today. It can keep trying, because it's not happening. This discomfort, is going to be a stepping stone to the best version of myself and my pmo free life. One week down my friends. Several more to go. Bring it on.

 

[Ezel]

I like the energy freedom , bless you brother...

 

[Blondie]

You're killing it man.

Embrace the discomfort!

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Day 8

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Mood is up and down today. I downloaded the ReMojo app today and I've been looking into it a lot. I don't have the boundless energy that I've had recently. But it's okay. It will come back. Everything will come back.

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Day 9

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Day 10 without porn
Day 4 without MO
Had some morning wood this morning. I will also say, that the desire to pmo is totally gone. I was thinking about it last night, and felt no feelings of excitement. As the day goes on, so does my mood. It's all apart of the plan. Let's get to 2 weeks.

 

[Ezel]

Well done freedom , you are doing great man , keep up the good work.
Onwards.

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

I think I've hit the flatline today. I have no desire for anything sexual. I feel bad in my head, and I'm moody today. I go in between irritated and kinda sad. I really have no motivation. I did work out, and it helped but only for a bit. I don't know though. Just my thoughts.

 

[downhillfromhere]

This sounds very familiar. Keep going, it can only get better!