Brutus
Active Member
Day 153 no PMO
My meeting went well. It's changed from confessing relapses to sharing gratitude for the healing I've received from Jesus Christ. We were also able to talk about my mission and preparing for it as well.
I'm in the best position emotionally and spiritually since before I first viewed pornography about six years ago. No doubt in my mind, you can indeed experience hell on Earth. That's what it felt like for me while addicted to porn. It was acute spiritual and emotional anguish. No self esteem, no confidence, struggling to feel emotions, no peace before others or God. I still can't believe just how terrible PMO makes your life. It negatively affects every aspect of your life. I feel eternal gratitude to have been healed from this disease. As long as I continue to pray and ask to be saved from it, the urges are manageable and God doesn't let me down.
My meeting went well. It's changed from confessing relapses to sharing gratitude for the healing I've received from Jesus Christ. We were also able to talk about my mission and preparing for it as well.
I'm in the best position emotionally and spiritually since before I first viewed pornography about six years ago. No doubt in my mind, you can indeed experience hell on Earth. That's what it felt like for me while addicted to porn. It was acute spiritual and emotional anguish. No self esteem, no confidence, struggling to feel emotions, no peace before others or God. I still can't believe just how terrible PMO makes your life. It negatively affects every aspect of your life. I feel eternal gratitude to have been healed from this disease. As long as I continue to pray and ask to be saved from it, the urges are manageable and God doesn't let me down.