Escape and never come back

GBS

GBS

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Hey @Escapeandnevercomeback - I think elsewhere you alluded to the obsession that Tyson Fury had with fighting Klitchko. Also you mentioned how this is a brain problem and you have to be almost detached from your brain. I looked at it this way when I set out……it’s a fight between me and my brain and I am not losing. The brain threw some serious punches but I am an ugly mother fucker and I stood up to those punches and threw some back.

The brain is a very skilful heavyweight boxer, but we can beat him. We need to recogniwhen he’s fighting and go toe to toe. Let’s fucking beat him , grab his belts, and then laugh at him for the rest of our lives as he cowers in the corner.
 
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Escapeandnevercomeback

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GBS said:
Hey @Escapeandnevercomeback - I think elsewhere you alluded to the obsession that Tyson Fury had with fighting Klitchko. Also you mentioned how this is a brain problem and you have to be almost detached from your brain. I looked at it this way when I set out……it’s a fight between me and my brain and I am not losing. The brain threw some serious punches but I am an ugly mother fucker and I stood up to those punches and threw some back.

The brain is a very skilful heavyweight boxer, but we can beat him. We need to recogniwhen he’s fighting and go toe to toe. Let’s fucking beat him , grab his belts, and then laugh at him for the rest of our lives as he cowers in the corner.
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Absolutely.
 
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Escapeandnevercomeback

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Day 1

Another stupid behavior. I drank last night and PMO like 2 or 3 times... Fuckin PMO and alcohol fucked my life up. Today I'm experiencing low dopamine, it was expected to happen, I feel like my dopamine today is zero. I'm not too motivated to do things.

I'm fuckin tired of writing day 1 here, I need to do some changes.
 
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Escapeandnevercomeback

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I have no more excuses not to do this. I've been at it for years, I can't justify anymore why I'm still an addict. I've had shit progress, I need to start actually quitting.
 
Blondie

Blondie

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What are you going to do today that is different than you've ever done before? You'll find no success in doing the same thing.

-Talk to your parents about this addiction
-Go to a meet up and open up
-Get rid of your phone or computer for a month or so
-Get blockers on your device of "pleasure"
-Tie your hands around your back for a month and have your friends and family feed you like a baby. This could change your life.

Do something different this weekend.
 
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Escapeandnevercomeback

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3 days of abstinence, it feels like too little. I have this feeling of low dopamine, nothing interests me but maybe I can do something this time and abstain for more. All those stupid short streaks are seriously driving my crazy. Last week I thought all week about going to doctors to get anxiety pills but in the last moment I decided I didn't want to get into this as well because knowing myself, I would abuse those too. I don't want to get more addicted than I am. I just want to get better without chemicals and shit.
 
forceisstrong2

forceisstrong2

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Dont like repeating myself @Escapeandnevercomeback but you could try blocking all porn on all of your devices and then start looking for help and then who knows you might get out of this cycle of misery that you find yourself in... just a thought...

Happy Thanksgiving
 
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