Haven't posted in awhile, so I figured I'd do a quick update.
All is well, so far. I actually feel like a normal human being for a change. There are no overpowering impulses, no exaggerated designs on the female form and no unusual reactions to everyday stimuli.
Dealing with The New Quiet (as I like to call it) has been interesting. I've been so used to thinking about sex and arousal that when the tidal wave of feelings subsided, I started to wonder if something was wrong.
But a quick roll in the hay with The Missus (okay...mattress. There is no hay in the Monk household) validated that all systems were go.
Still having trouble finishing without a little fantasy (always about my wife, though). But as those thoughts would arise, I'd pause, take a moment to enjoy and experience my situation and the beautiful woman I'm with, and continue on. In the end, I had to resort to a little mental trickery to finish. But I'm slowly getting less reliant on that.
Hey, baby steps right?
P. Monk
All is well, so far. I actually feel like a normal human being for a change. There are no overpowering impulses, no exaggerated designs on the female form and no unusual reactions to everyday stimuli.
Dealing with The New Quiet (as I like to call it) has been interesting. I've been so used to thinking about sex and arousal that when the tidal wave of feelings subsided, I started to wonder if something was wrong.
But a quick roll in the hay with The Missus (okay...mattress. There is no hay in the Monk household) validated that all systems were go.
Still having trouble finishing without a little fantasy (always about my wife, though). But as those thoughts would arise, I'd pause, take a moment to enjoy and experience my situation and the beautiful woman I'm with, and continue on. In the end, I had to resort to a little mental trickery to finish. But I'm slowly getting less reliant on that.
Hey, baby steps right?
P. Monk