treetop
Active Member
feeling ok thanks arahant
Well its another day and I must say its quite difficult in terms of triggers and urges.
Just for today im going to fight, and fight, and fight some more,
I need to remind myself what my goals are and why im turning away from pmo & mo and yes even eying up a potential partner, to me its' complicated, its too early to be thinking about relationships and approaching and talking to girls & women.
I must be strict on myself, I must be obedient, and even after iv passed 90 days, I cant just let it all go, I have to be righteous in choosing a partner, I need someone who is a good person and looks after themselves, someone who is compassionate, loving, caring, motivated, but most of all someone I can trust, who would support me in times of need.
and also I have to be all these things too....... so just for today, im gonna fight and do it my way...
Stay clean peeps
Well its another day and I must say its quite difficult in terms of triggers and urges.
Just for today im going to fight, and fight, and fight some more,
I need to remind myself what my goals are and why im turning away from pmo & mo and yes even eying up a potential partner, to me its' complicated, its too early to be thinking about relationships and approaching and talking to girls & women.
I must be strict on myself, I must be obedient, and even after iv passed 90 days, I cant just let it all go, I have to be righteous in choosing a partner, I need someone who is a good person and looks after themselves, someone who is compassionate, loving, caring, motivated, but most of all someone I can trust, who would support me in times of need.
and also I have to be all these things too....... so just for today, im gonna fight and do it my way...
Stay clean peeps