It is a tough day today man. I had a bit of nocturnal erection last night or morning wood, can't recall which one.
One thing I do notice is (because I get anxious so I check), that I can get hard with just the touch of my hand when I am sitting and try to masturbate. However, that erection goes away as soon as I stand up. Same for the morning wood, it stays with me when i am lying down but vanishes in 2 seconds when I stand up.
Putting these things out there to make myself feel good because today is really tough. I want to PMO, and I have some stressful meetings coming up. I already resorted to a wee bit of sexting but I really don't want to go there but my brain just wants its share of dopamine. I can't focus dammit.
One thing I do notice is (because I get anxious so I check), that I can get hard with just the touch of my hand when I am sitting and try to masturbate. However, that erection goes away as soon as I stand up. Same for the morning wood, it stays with me when i am lying down but vanishes in 2 seconds when I stand up.
Putting these things out there to make myself feel good because today is really tough. I want to PMO, and I have some stressful meetings coming up. I already resorted to a wee bit of sexting but I really don't want to go there but my brain just wants its share of dopamine. I can't focus dammit.