achilles heel
Well-Known Member
Thanks, Theself!
Well, I'm still porn free and just entered hard mode, but failed at almost every other aspect of my plan. Struggling with low energy, not getting up early in the morning, not preparing food, spending too much time on the internet and my cell phone. I've got to break this vicious circle and will start another intent right now.
My main principle remains staying away from porn. I notice my increased self-confidence and can just repeat that it's not placebo. When I entered third month last time, I had some doubts if this was really progress due to avoiding porn. After relapsing a dozen times afterwards, I was nervous around people again and the excessive sweating worsened.
Now that I'm back at month three I realize how I greet strangers with a clear, loud voice and look them in the eyes. How I don't have a problem entering a room full of unknown people looking at me. How I maintain eye-contact with girls. I don't need scientific validation, it's obvious, it's there, it's proven (to me) how porn had those negative effects.
Living porn free is the door opener to a fulfilled life, but I've got to walk through this door on my own.
Well, I'm still porn free and just entered hard mode, but failed at almost every other aspect of my plan. Struggling with low energy, not getting up early in the morning, not preparing food, spending too much time on the internet and my cell phone. I've got to break this vicious circle and will start another intent right now.
My main principle remains staying away from porn. I notice my increased self-confidence and can just repeat that it's not placebo. When I entered third month last time, I had some doubts if this was really progress due to avoiding porn. After relapsing a dozen times afterwards, I was nervous around people again and the excessive sweating worsened.
Now that I'm back at month three I realize how I greet strangers with a clear, loud voice and look them in the eyes. How I don't have a problem entering a room full of unknown people looking at me. How I maintain eye-contact with girls. I don't need scientific validation, it's obvious, it's there, it's proven (to me) how porn had those negative effects.
Living porn free is the door opener to a fulfilled life, but I've got to walk through this door on my own.