I don't know whether to analyse what happened or just carry on as if nothing did. 107 days is up there in my top five best if not top three. The problem was the psychosis which started on day 90. I didn't really have any urges, I think I just did it to get out of my psychosis and back focused on something more concrete. Yesterday, the day I PMOd I went out and the difference in how girls treated me was striking. I'm sure this was largely due to my body language, shame and feelings of failure, even though I was trying my best to be indifferent. In the 107 days I was really making progress sexually, saying hello to girls on the street and getting nice responses etc. I was doing well with a girl I met on an online dating website as well, although I think I may have ruined it when I went psychotic, possibly not, she knew I had mental health problems, and all I did was leave a strange message, so maybe I'll message her in a week and see if she's still interested. Anyway, here we are starting again... Day 1.