Recent content by Ap26

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    29 year old - Sick and Tired of feeling bad about this!

    This is not my first Journal but I have been away for a long time - I think I gave up on giving up and to be honest i don't think I was actually willing to stop. I am now ready and this is it I am rebooting starting today. I have been watching porn on and off for about 16 years but at the...
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    Escalating use/material the more try to stop the worse it gets!

    So I am starting again, need to be accountable. For the past while I have just been resetting my counter but not posting. So I am going to start completely again... I am 27 years old and have been addicted to porn since about 13 - the only thing that really stopped it was drink and drugs. I am...
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    A day at a time getting back to reality!

    I hope this will be my final journal here. Have been trying to stop this for a while now, but eventually end up beating myself up (no pun
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    Reboot Journal - with a plan this time

    So this is not my first Journal however I have started it again as I think after listening to some of your advice and reading some other posts, that I need more of a plan. I have listed the pros and cons and tried to get my reasons straight fro why I want to stop. I have also got a friend who I...
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    Gave up on giving up for a while - starting again today!

    Hi people. I started a journal on here a while ago and gave up after failing to get anywhere. Anyway trying again now. Has to stop it's affecting all elements of my life in some way taking up so much of my head. I'm lucky enough to have a girl that I love and quite often find myself waiting to...
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    Starting recovery wanting some freedom

    Uh so today isn't day 1 tomorrow is gonna be. I'm 26 and have been into PmO since I first got Internet at about 13. I am an addict through and through and I am currently just under 2 years clean from narcotics - through the 12 steps. Recently I realised this PmO addiction has been far longer...
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