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So  I am back here again bc I have been getting very frustrated of recently. I have been attempting to rewire with girls whether it's kissing or having sex with them and I have Been able to finish granted I feel like it is more due to friction than anything else i have to admit i stil feel...

I've been at this for a while I stopped watching porn back in like April 2014 stopped reinforcing those pathway's a while ago.. I count my last conscious relapse as Sept 2014. My story is the usual escalation to harder themes over the years I escalated to gay porn and was watching it for a few...

So Ive been at it for a while to keep things short I escalated into gay porn and was watching it for a while about 3 years anyway until I found that I could no longer get aroused by girls. I've been on a strict n no pMO in general as my only release has been in wet dreams which primarily have...

It's been along time since I watched porn  to say the least it was probably back in April 2014. It's about about 15 months since I started this journey and by that I mean no pmo or MO at all just wet dreams. Anyway my story is the typical escalated into gay porn story over about 3 years I became...

I'm 8 months in and have yet to descalate from extreme escalation but it's gotten better I struggle mostly with wet dreams stunting my progress at this point.  I'm not watching porn or acting out but they mostly resemble me normally going throughout my day and then something triggers me or I'm...

Coming around 8 months no o and 1 year no pmo and still feel like I'm having serious issues. I literally ejaculated twice again in one day just as I'm drifting off to sleep and it's still extremely representative to porm I was watching. This hasnt hapoened in months. I'm very concerned when I'm...

Hey guys so to keep things short and simple im abouy 7.5 months into my reboot and hsve noticed things getting alot better. To keep things short i escalated into gay pon about 2 to 3 years ago and things got bsd but i had no odea what the hell i was doing. long storyy short my libido for women...

I've been off these forums for a while bc I honestly hate thinking about this shit. Anyway I'm 6 months into my reboot and have been without porn for about 9 months. Anyway I just wanted to get input on my situation. I really hate talking about it bc these have the been the darkest moments of my...

Hey guys so I really found myself started to delve off with porn 2.5 years ago and now I'm trying to pick up the pieces and get back to where I was. I honestly had no idea what I was doing was just trying to find a way to get off the hardest.  I'm experiencing feelings that stuff I've never...

This is by far where i struggle the most.  I get it the worst when Im studying, or in class given like a thought will pop into in my head every few minutes, I dont focus on them and dont get aroused but frankly I dont know how I can stop them without driving myself crazy.  I constantly tell...

Long story short identify as straight debeloved a happy fetish over the year and conotion ed myself to it for several years.  Now that I quit porn I see that my brain has rewred itself to this stuff which is scary.  Pretry sure it's just a case of sexual conditionon but anyway going with out pmo...

So as I continue with my reboot I've been noticing that at times I can fanatsize sex with a girl and get a viagra like boner that can take a few minutests to go down. Why is it that I cant consistently do this like once it goes down its not as easy to get back up again. Then there are days I...

If this couldn't have gotten any worse I know find out th girl that I like likes me and wants to date.  its obvious to me that a relationship is oit of the question given that I don't know how long this going to take given that I spent 3 years conditioning myself to a porn that doesn't even...

Im wondering if anybody has experimented with any of the following and have seen any success.  Ive read that hypnosis while sleeping may help in addition to becoming an avid lucid dreamer.  I have lucid dreams from time to time and to an extent have had control in some of my dreams in which I...

So I keep finding that Im cumming my pants while sleeping it seems more than before than earlier in my reboot and I dont know what to make of it? I had an intense wet dream 2 nights ago and woke up again tonight to another nocturnal emission to something that I believe was porn induced.  Long...

So Ive finally decided to make a journal on here to keep myself motivated, to track my progress, and to get support from all you guys going through the same thing.  Anyways a heres a little about myself I'm 21 who has finally realized how much porn has totally warped my life.  My entire my life...

So my entire life I've been attracted to girls never have I ever had any feelings about guys. So anyway when I first got started pmoing it was to regular porn and girls. Evenutally I escalated to gay porn and found it to be very exciting. Used it for on and off for about 3 years. Man I wish I...

If rebooting enough wasn't hard enough it totally seems out of your control when u are unconsciously dreaming about something your trying to weaken and ultimately forget about. I had a porn induced dream the other night which left me craving pmo again and I was making great progress until this...

Okay So I Mr Entire Life As Long As I Could Remember I Have Liked Girls without a doubt. Despite this I've also been a shy when it comes to girls and never really have had any sort of relationship with them. Anyway when I started masterbaring it was to girls I jerk ed off to them and it was...