forceisstrong2
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Day 45
Now I'm halfway up this mountain! Thanks for the support!
Now I'm halfway up this mountain! Thanks for the support!
Thanks Blondie!Nice job Force!
Trust the process!Thanks Blondie!
Damn, dude. It's day 47 and I still have this flatline. It's like nothing is going on down there. It just sucks. Hope it ends soon.
Day 47
Thanks Blondie! Hope the weekend is going well!
That's the spirit!Fuck porn
Day 0.
Yeah, I kinda fucked up today. Relapsed. Not a big binge relapse, but nevertheless it was a relapse.
Anyways, I'm not that disappointed. 81 days I think is a damn good achievement. Starting at day 0 does suck big time, but fuck it, shit happens, life happens. I'll start again. I plan to make new changes in my life anyway. A couple of things I was doing wrong. In fact, I know why I relapsed. I went on fucking tinder. And I swear to fuck it was like looking at softcore. Anyways, yeah, one thing led to another and yeah you know the rest.
New rules. No porn. Get back to meditating. Start regularly posting on this forum again, while at the same time cutting down on screentime. Get my life and brain back to a good place. And I swear of God I will. This is the first time that I've been on day 0 and not felt like a total shitbag. I know now I can beat this bullshit of an addiction.
Fuck porn.
Hey Dungalef,That sucks, I know how that feels. Just relapsed a couple days ago myself... You're so right to focus on the bigger picture right now, and just get back up and keep fighting. Let's do this together, k?